Ese’s Weekly Shoot & Quote Challenge – Spread


When I checked and saw that  Ese’s Weekly Shoot & Quote Challenge was “Spread” (for the week of November 11th) I started searching for quotes online. Of the few I found only this one sung to me: “Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier” Mother Teresa
Almost instantly I knew the photos I wanted to attach to this quote but I could not find them right away. As I had a project by Friday morning I felt it was best to press on with that and left this week’s challenge on the back burner. In the process of this doing the project at hand though I found the photos I was seeking.

I want you to meet Baby Braden and I hope I can do justice to his Story of love Spread.

baby blair

In the fall of 07’ I took a job with a dealership about an hour’s drive away from where I lived. It was a very difficult transition and more of a struggle than it should have been. Not because I did not know the job or my responsibilities, it was because I took them seriously. That did not sit well with my new fellow employees because me doing my job right meant they would lose money and power. I did not care then nor do I now. Why? Doing the right thing may not always pay but it does not make it any less the right thing to do. Still it comes with a cost that takes a toll on ones very being.
In the mist of this madness I came across a request for prayer for the pregnant daughter of a friend’s, friend on facebook. I was moved by the timeline posts and as the due date approached I had found myself totally invested in the well-being of this soon to be new life. Now I must interject here that the odds were unlikely that the Baby Braden would make it to the due date period. Being born as a viable birth was beyond the realm of those odds by a long shot. Yet with the constant strains of irresponsible and irrational person’s pressing upon my very being I still dared to hope
I regularly, as in hourly, checked Baby Braden’s progress before and after he was born on his Caring Bridge site. I was moved by the caring and loving people who visited and left comments. It carried me through a dark time where I needed a little love myself. I was praying and hoping right along with many who did not know me in the least. Right before his birth I prayed even more and I hoped a lot more but in the end I left it to His will. His will was hard but quite amazing I think.
Baby Braden was born against the odds and when I saw this picture I was speechless. I cannot speak for others but I dared to hope even more but it was not to be. Though I was disappointed I took solace in the fact that his parents did get to hold him and if I remember correctly change a diaper or two! But the greatest of all was that they got to count and hold the fingers of Baby Braden.

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it is not rational to believe in something you cannot but I hope one day you will be in the same place I was, with the same grace pressed against me, and feel what I felt. Then maybe you can look into the place I saw Love spread and be as blessed as I feel am.

bradon & mom

Dare to be but even more dare to believe and  Love will spread.

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